BLESSED ARE THOSE THAT HUNGER AND
THIRST FOR RIGHTEOUSNESS FOR THEY SHALL BE FILLED
Q. Whenever you are ready to transmit, I am ready to receive.
A. Thirst - without grasping.
Q. Feel me...without judging.
A. As I have mentioned to you before, the inner teachings are dangerous for anyone who is not thirsting for the Highest and for the right reasons.
"Feel me" is not the attitude with which to seek sacred Knowledge. And we are feeling you, together with a whole host of invisible undivine entities behind you! Yet simultaneously we also feel your divine Soul, and it is that with which we would commune, not the ' I ' of you.
We will not feed your entities!
If you review our recent communications, perhaps you may observe how regularly you grasped at what I had said as you sought to justify yourself by talking about what you already 'knew', thus completely missing the impersonal spirit of what I was transmitting. Just read over your own responses and see how many times your 'I' responded (reacted) and went into its phenomenal (and therefore illusory) past, etc.
On several occasions I asked pertinent questions of you, which you ignored. I also gave numerous hints and allusions in an attempt to encourage an earnest seeking attitude in you which, if you had followed them would have led you to little pots of gold along the way; real gold, not the ephemeral kind that you have been chasing all of your lifetime. However, apparently you missed these hints completely.
Indeed, we are still waiting for your right response to Servers of the Divine Plan from which you have received the Call.
Did you ever consider that the only reason that you are not "gaining real spiritual results" in your life is because you are afraid of looking at something deep down? I hasten to add that it is the fear that is stopping you from moving ahead at full speed, and not the something.
Yet before you can really begin to integrate all your knowledge in any real and so lasting and beneficial way, you will have to deal with something very fundamental; something which will never go away, no matter how much spiritual knowledge you attempt to pile on top of it. The knots must be untied in the reverse order to that in which they were originally tied. Ponder.
For the sake of example, below is just one right response to the Call from one of our students:
I wanted to share with you that I read lesson 8 yesterday and experienced an infusion with the Christ Radiatory Field. I had to stop reading and just allow the process to take place. It peaked to such an intensity that I was nearly propelled out of this body at some point and I was hearing/thinking "coming out", "coming out!"; of duality consciousness. What Joy!!!
From the above revelation, the student then went on to explain what he had remembered:
I now understand, through personal experience, that by energizing/triggering the creation of the new divine Light Body through the ignition of the divine spark/radiation of the Holy Fire/thymus hormone secretion/and circulation of the Holy Fire within the nervus sympathicus circuitry, we thus allow the creation of a new blood-radiation, and this is the beginning of the holy process of transfiguration.
Now, I am not saying that if you don't get it immediately we shall give up on you. No! Never! Never will the Christ-Spirit give up. What I am saying is that unless you shift your attitude now before we proceed, you will not get it at all, and all our efforts will come to naught, and worse, they will overburden you with dead, lifeless facts. And methinks you have too many of these buzzing around in your head already.
The above quoted experience was precipitated in the candidate only because he applied Right Attitude when receiving the Call. You were given the same Call during our earlier contact, but you responded not. Hence we are still waiting.
You will wish to be very humble and thorough if you tread the Way, for in compromise there exist multifarious snares, dangers and diversions on either side of the Path leading up the Mount of Life. Right Attitude is everything.
Now, as you surely must know by now, we are very serious about helping humanity and so we do not play games. We would dearly love to impart to you (and everyone) the vital keys to Life which we have been given in order to share with and for others. However, to throw seeds on the sand is not our preference, especially with regard to sacred information. Indeed, as I said above, the information which has already been offered by ourselves has not yet been truly received by you. We feel that should we proceed to offer you further seeds, they, too, would again fall on stony ground.
Since you are persistent, please allow me to say that your cup is presently full and overflowing, but not with Wisdom. You will have to empty your cup, at least in part, before you may receive even a particle of that which is New, Vital and Liberating. Remember what Jesus said about old bottles being unable to contain new wine.
Before you may proceed from where you are vibrationally, you will need to undergo a process of destruction, which will be painful and even abhorrent as long as you are clinging to past/future, self and other selves, intellectual knowledge, phenomena (on the subtle planes or the physical), the false notion of enlightenment for self (escape), etc. You can choose to embark upon this necessary process of I-demolition now while there is still time left in this round of Earthly existence approaching the planetary deadline, and so ensure that your egress from the fields of darkness is more....graceful, or you can procrastinate the inevitable while continuing to thrash around like a monkey in quicksand, following the same old grooves that you have wilfully worn into you auric field (and which constitute open doorways to the underworld) until Judgement Day when the divine Will shall help you in no subtle way to change your mind. This choice is up to you. All we are here to do is open the Way, indicate how to traverse the Portal between worlds and to Quicken. That is all. We are not here to pull you out of your illusions by way of force or lengthy dissertations.
In order to truly receive the Gnosis via the printed word, the candidate (the self) must fully open and vacate his heart sanctuary.
Too much Truth blinds the unprepared and is actually a disservice. If we put too much water or fertilizer on our garden, the flowers will die.
We shall know when you are ready for the inner Teachings, and so will you, for you will, no doubt, experience some rather paroxysmal weeping.
I cannot make this any clearer for you, and if you are not ready to seriously and openly consider all of the above, then the Universal Order will coerce you to go your way while we go ours, yet to meet again - somewhere, sometime - when conditions are more favourable with regard to sharing - in true mutuality (which is of the Soul, never the personality) - the living, liberating, supernal Reality that is Truth.
Q. I would also ask you to enlighten me regarding your perception of my present teacher, P's true motivation in regard to my relationship with him and the Work, as I am not entirely without doubts as to whether I can afford to really trust him, in the knowledge that he is known to be a highly advanced soul, although "blinded by his own light," to quote my previous teacher.
A. No you cannot trust him! Actually, his soul (life-wave) is quite young compared to many on Earth at this time. However, his microcosm has been on the Left-Hand Path for numerous incarnations, and it will be difficult in this lifetime for him to renounce the path of least resistance. Ancient habits die hard.
I felt to be honest and direct with him recently regarding his delusions since if he were to come too close to the radiatory-field of the group, he would almost certainly take a fall.
Q. This matter is of grave concern to me as I feel that in some measure I am being and have been manipulated by him (he seems to be treating me as a disciple) and I don't have sufficient clarity to have true insight into the situation.
A. P is serving the plan of the antichrist (like most people on Earth who do so mostly unconsciously). However, it appears that P has been at least semi-consciously doing this for many incarnations!
Q. I find myself in something of a dilemma at present, as P has given me a very lengthy practice to perform daily, involving prayer, meditation and mantra.
A. You do not require to practice any formal technique whatsoever. To do so is definitely not Aquarian. In focussing on self-improvement, we refuse Christ entry into our consciousness. The 'I' cannot go the Path, it has to die. Cultivation of the self by the self is self-maintenance; it perpetuates the life of the ego, binding it more firmly to duality. Techniques do not lead to Liberation; Right Attitude does, because it invokes Grace.
Q. The more I have done P's prescribed practices, the more I feel distanced from the sense of inner peace with which I have been blessed when I have followed my own auspicious practice.
A. Naturalness is a divine practice.
Q. I know that P has invested much hope in me, and has used as a lever for my seduction into the process, assertions that he and I have done this work before, and he has made it clear to me that he has been waiting for me to remember the keys to unlock the energies we were to make manifest on this plane, supposedly to enable the Galactic Christ to manifest within all sentient beings.
A. Beware of individuals who speak cosmically before they have learned to simply put their neighbour first. You must learn to see by vibration; then you will never be fooled again. In order to know by vibration, you must purify the heart.
Q. I had been somewhat dubious of his introduction of the Formula into the prayers of "I and The Father Are One" which I realised following Initiation, although somewhat modified. In the light of what you have made known to me I can now see all too clearly just what he might have been planning. Of course, I am aware of a certain degree of paranoia in my reaction, perhaps it is only a game to him.
A. P does not know how he is being used as a pawn by masters of evil who are residing upon the inner side of life. He believes that he is right and that his service is a valuable part of the Christine Plan, even though he is not listening to his conscience. There really is no reasoning with one who has been on the Left-Hand Path as long as P has; invariably such ones choose unwittingly to learn through crisis, through pain, ultimately by being forced to their knees, as it were, by the inevitable, returning consequences of their actions.
Q. I have great compassion for P, but I must also admit that if he is really knowingly subverting and sullying the Truth, then I am also moved to anger, although this is actually a reflection upon myself for having allowed myself to be so easily duped.
A. The compassion is good, very good, but it has been a long time since P was able to be completely honest with himself and so heed the voice of his own soul (conscience). Therefore, we might infer that he is not knowingly subverting the Truth. After all, who would choose to walk the path to hell if they had true Knowledge? P's problem is that he is too proud to empty his cup and begin seeking like a child, yet until he does he will never be free.
Q. I always look for the good in people, and to a certain extent I could say that I therefore give my trust completely, and probably far too easily.
A. Looking for the good in people is a beneficent thing as long as we do not have desire to see the good that is not there, for desire blinds. We must analyse everything with absolute detachment if we would see things as they are. You know this, but your emotional impediments have fooled you.
Q. P is very aware that I have been recently working toward allowing the suppressed inner child aspect of my nature to reveal himself, and this is what I meant when I spoke of being vulnerable.
A. It is most often best to be in a safe and loving environment in order to heal the inner child. Left-hand pathers (including a great number of psychotherapists) will always seek to take advantage of (ie, to take energy from) such situations, whether they are consciously aware of it or not. Did you know that nearly 6 billion human beings are unconsciously serving the plan of the antichrist in this world in every new moment? Did you know that humanity does not live but is lived in this world of death by the luciferic consciousness (see the movie 'The Matrix')? Mankind is a puppet, and the puppet master is a dark lord. However, Christ is going to be pulling more strings in this world very soon now, and the meek shall inherit the Earth.
Q. I believe that the innocent aspect of myself is a key to unlock my potential to love and trust and grow toward true equanimity with my fellows. To begin with, P encouraged me to nurture that child, and when he offered to rebirth me I trusted him and agreed. However, after a couple of days, he informed me that it was time for the child to grow up, and I felt that I needed more time to clear the locked up emotions and allow that aspect of self to be nurtured and allowed to surface and lose his fear.
A. Those who are consciously on the Left-Hand Path always seek to help by using predominantly the intellect. However, an injured child (emotional sickness) cannot understand the cold logic of reason; it needs soft and gentle love and positive emotional feeling. There is no reasoning with fear, you see; it just does not - cannot - understand. (See the movie 'Good Will Hunting'.) P is an emotional cripple himself. Therefore how can he possibly help another astrally, even if he wants to (which I sense that he often really does)? When he says to you, "It is time for the child to grow up," he is also speaking to his own inner child.
Q. Since then he has been constantly pressurising me to destroy my ego and to meditate at least six hours per day, reminding me that what I want does not matter as I have undertaken the Path of Service. At this point he reminded me of my Bodhisattva Vow.
A. He cannot do that until he has recalled it himself. P, like many 'spiritual' people, is living in the land of mental illusions/concepts, but did you know that the intellect is a fallen faculty that did not exist before the Fall? Therefore, the mind cannot help us to find our way out of the labyrinth of the unreal. As far as the search for Truth is concerned, the intellect is useful only on the path of 'neti neti', the path of what is not True.
THE BOOK 'SERVERS OF THE DIVINE PLAN'
Q. How were you able to write your book so well? Are you trained as a writer, or did the words just come from God without your thinking about it?
A. SDP was written over about two years while I was seeking on the Path. I am not a trained writer. Certain parts of the book were written in hell but when the Spirit wanted to express, hell didn't stop it! This is a vital key to going the Path while in the fields of darkness. I experienced much upliftment as I wrote SDP, together with Vision, but this was never delivered from another entity, not channelled, but from my own greater Being.
Q. And did the information come to you all at once after you awakened and remembered who you were, or did it come from years of study and thought?
A. Not all at once, although certain senses back then provided the framework for SDP. Part of my personal program was to get out there and seek, as all candidates for Liberation must seek. Even though we know it all already on higher levels of consciousness, earnest seeking allows us to fulfill certain karmic requirements that are applicable in 3D on planet Earth, while simultaneously weaving a positive pattern into humanity's collective consciousness. This is mentioned in SDP.
"What all men do, I must also do." - Jesus.