Table of Contents - H
Happiness
The Harvest
Heart without Head/Love without Wisdom
The Higher Self
Historical Speculation
Holy Company
Honor and Pride
Hope
Hope & Belief Vs Faith
Hopis
Horizontal Focus
The Human Microcosm
The Human Personality
Humility and Readiness
Q. At the moment it is a very happy vibration where I am at!
A. Happiness is
a personal, dualistic quality and therefore must be experienced
alternately with its polarity: sorrow. There can be no permanent
happiness in the fallen world. Therefore it is a delusion to chase it.
Joy, however, is the nature of the divine Soul and is, therefore, relatively permanent, and Bliss is of the Spirit and so is eternal. Why settle for temporal happiness when you may court Bliss?
Q. What exactly is the nature of the process of Harvest?
A.
Harvesting is not only about liberating fallen souls, it is also about
harvesting energy. The Harvest is concerned with saving all that is
good and true, retrieving it from within the mountain of lies and
delivering it into the New World. Such a harvest may include literary
and artistic works, scientific and technological achievements, various
systems of philosophy, modes of sustenance, etc., etc.
HEART WITHOUT HEAD / LOVE WITHOUT WISDOM
Q. I have some blocks in my heart center and emotional self...
A. Such 'blocks' double also as 'doorways' for the innumerable wraiths of the underworld to infiltrate your personal consciousness and so hold you back. They must be transmuted/closed in order that you may realize the purpose of your incarnation. In order to allow this to be done, you must obtain (remember) Knowledge (Gnosis). Only then will your heart (moral) stirring be supported by your head (rational) stirring.
I would like to give a brief example here of how heart without a clear head leads to compromise with regard to the One Goal:
Mother Theresa, as you surely know, was considered to be an enlightened saint. She was not! She was earnest and had a very good heart, of course, but thoroughly lacked the true Understanding (Gnosis) of an enlightened sage. This may be recognized by the fact that she administered only to the more physical needs of the people, whereas it is the soul of humanity that actually requires healing. Due to her ignorance of Gnosis, Mother Theresa was unable to do this; instead she focused upon the most mundane level of this illusioned existence, inspiring many people somewhat, it is true, but not at all pointing to the Way that leads to eternal Life, for she herself had not yet found that Way (and neither was she seeking it).
Another example of Mother Theresa's lack of true, spiritual understanding may be noted by the way she died: grasping her crucifix to her breast for dear life! Should you ponder on this you may see at what I am here hinting.
Another tell-tale sign of her compromised service to humanity is the fact that the Roman Catholic church lauded her as an example to the people. If she were a truly enlightened saint, then the church would have made her a heretic and persecuted her, as indeed has been done to all true Gnostics throughout the centuries, for today the church is actually a manifest of the false church, the church of the master of self, who is the personification of ignorance and imitation.
Mother Theresa is today still busily rushing around on the astral plane in a flurry of dualistic activity, often encouraging the many and various but spiritually useless dualistic pursuits that are precipitating in the physical world, care of countless well-intentioned but ignorant philanthropists, such as the Salvation Army, and a great many other humanitarian groups who are rising up to express their fear and karma by way of 'good' works. Mother Theresa is continuing in her now feverish attempts to minister bandages and ointments to the emotional suffering of Earth-humanity, while those of higher spiritual attainment and wisdom are far more effectively ministering to the world suffering by way of tending to the ailing souls of mankind.
This, then, is but a hint at what you may come to recall from the vital catalyst to Remembrance that is Gnosis.
Q. ...I wanted to be honest about these things with you because I want them resolved so that I can move on. Is it a case that I share as I am and so serve now, and that time and selfless acts for humanity and the Earth will clear them? Or should I clear them first in order that I can be filled with the divine light of love and so speak the truth in service?...
A. Your 'I' can clear them not, and if you try to purify the self via efforts made by the self (as the vast majority of misguided spiritual aspirants attempt to do), then you will just make things worse.
Knowledge is the Key to your present dilemma, and you are close now to the outer door leading to the Divine Mysteries, while the Inner Sanctum stands ready and waiting to re-admit your thirsting soul.
Grace is the only true Healer, and Grace is not of self and cannot be created by self-effort but by Surrender. Only by standing in the center of the Inner Sanctum in genuine group unity may we truly help mankind, while becoming healed ourselves.
Q. ...Sometimes I feel like I want to physically be located near other Servers so that I can see them with my eyes and feel them next to me.
A. It appears that Servers of the Divine Plan has assisted you in rediscovering your Soul and Purpose. This is indeed what the book was written for: for people like yourself. It constitutes a Call to the slumbering Server-souls who have become lost in the fields of darkness, perhaps over numerous lifetimes of struggling to remember.
We are here today to bring in the harvest. However, most human beings do not want to come Home, and we absolutely must not force them to understand. Free will.
You will find that even (and perhaps especially) in your new-found and vital focus, most human beings are quite unreachable spiritually. The institution of fear has become epidemic in this world, and fear and Love can never be friends.
Q. This whole subject is really fascinating (because it is new to me) especially the notion that even the so-called 'higher self' is 'the great seducer'. I also got this flash that when that fatal tie between the real, divine part of us and unholy duality was established, this was what has been described as the Original Sin. Correct?
A. Yes. The original sin was the original Fall, when a certain group of lives jumped out of the Stream of Evolution in order to experiment with matter (the illusion) and rejected God's Laws. But keep in mind that the Fall is being repeated and reinforced every second by most people in the world today by their unwise thoughts, desires and actions, and yes, even by the 'lightworkers' who take such pride and comfort in following the guidance of their higher self which is actually the 'master of self'' of the Mystery Teachings.
Q. I also concluded that this is a self-perpetuating trap as the higher and lower selves work together to keep the soul bound in duality. So that's why so much 'investment' of attention and pride is driven into our personalities by education, media, society, etc. - so as to keep us entrapped here.
A. Precisely.
Q. And again like the mistake of trying to fight fear, which only reinforces it, it is futile to resist and fight the impulses (the temptations from the fallen world) reaching us via the lights of the undivine lipika. And likewise feigning to ignore them is playing right into the hands of this self-perpetuating system of imprisonment, because, as with resistance, it is just another form of negative-positive, like-dislike, black-white dualistic activity.
A. You have it.
Q. Realizing the cunning power of this ultimate form of delusion is indeed fertile ground to create the will for a fundamental reversal of everything that has been driving our life so far.
A. No time to waste.
Q. Emptying the Holy Grail of our consciousness before God and calling from the depths of our heart, from the primordial spark of Life, to receive Divine Grace - for the world - is the way to go. Right?
A.
The Only Way. "Only upon God my soul waits in silence."- Psalms
62.
Q. Is there any validity to the story about the 'Anunnaki'?
A. Yes, there is. However, historical research and speculation has nothing to do with the Path of Liberation; indeed, it is a distraction and so is actually facilitated by the dark forces. For example, Christian theologians may be compared to blind men in a cave, seeking a candle that was lit 2,000 years ago.
If you are interested in seeking intellectually, by the time you are just scratching the surface of Earth's phenomenal history, the world will be in utter upheaval. So you will not ever be able to conclude your studies!
The Lord Buddha was once staying in a forest in Kosambi, India where he took a few leaves into his hand, and asked of his disciples: "What do you think, O bhikkus? Which is more - these few leaves in my hand or the leaves in the forest over there?"
"Sir, very few are the leaves in the hand of the Blessed One," a disciple replied, "but indeed the leaves in the forest over there are very much more abundant."
The Buddha continued, "Even so, bhikkus, of
what is known to me I have told you only a little; what I have not told
you is very much more. And why have I not told you these things?
Because they are not useful, they are not fundamentally connected with
the spiritual holy life, and will not lead you to Nirvana. That is why
I have not told you these things."
Q. I have trodden so many spiritual paths in this life looking for the way out, knowing that I don't belong here; feeling the outsider, a stranger........but now it feels as though I am standing on the edge of a precipice and must jump.....JUMP! Trust in Spirit. Will I be caught?
A. Faith will guarantee that you will be caught.
Q. My greatest current hurdle is looking past ego and personality to Spirit, seeing that all those with whom I interact are but fragments of my whole SELF. I have moments of great love, but ego is so quick to rush in, claiming it for itself. How do I put this monster to rest???
A. If you condemn your ego as a "monster", then you (your ego) will become that monster.
As Yogananda said: "If you want to be a business-person, then spend time with business-people; if you want to be an artist, then spend time with artists; if you want to know the Truth and live the truly spiritual life [free of the ego's delusions and suffering], then seek holy company."